Monday, April 04, 2011

040411

time check. 9.38pm.
empty house.
empty heart.

Less than 3 weeks to finals.
next thurs som end-of-term
status of studying: intention to start has not translated into action.

my heart is not here.

last sem it might have been work
a physical distraction.
this time,
it's emotional detachment.

the biggest turmoils in my life
don't actually happen.
but they break me up the most nevertheless.

stomped on.
without lifting a foot.

pink nails remind me not to cry.
lovely colour makes me smile(:
colour of empowerment and joy and beauty..

dang.
i'm just not here.
help

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