I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU!
WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, ON THIS DAY LAST YEAR?
THINK ABOUT IT. (:
take time out to reflect on where your life has brought you in the past year..
did it meet your expectations, your hopes, fit your plans?
are you the same person 365 days ago, physically, spiritually, emotionally?
(physically of course, biologically maybe not since your cells renew themselves like nuts :P)
a year ago around this time,
i was sitting on my (fat) ass in buona vista,
in a shalt-not-be-named private school typing. and typing. and typing my soul away.
okaye yup i just checked my blog. rants about my work(:
i pretty much quit around this time last year(:
5 weeks to finals,
3 months to SOW.
got me thinking recently about where i've gone over the last year.
beer in feb, buona in march, clt in late apr, nus in july.
rmb thinking abt uni whilst in buona,
shu egging me to go for camp (after missing scamp) for the post-ns guys..
and imagining them as a bunch of freshly bald guys, somehow. hahaha
period of time ago, i was having second thoughts about being in the right school.
after all, (after a collation today) i have 7 classmates in ntu,
and several other good mates there too.
but an epiphany!
never would have met griffins,
never would have met some people who have impacted my life.
so, -fistchest to ya, fate (:
thank you.
(:
exhale..
5 weeks to finals
i dont want to start studying lest i reach the peak of my curve too early again.
yet. the emptiness is. unsettling.
BREAK THAT FAST!!! pls consume more of my time so i dont have time to mope.
chatting up the random schoolmates is oddly therapeutic.
must be from staying away from the shop too long.
retailer in me wants to come out.
AAing for a cause, drawing attn away from the boring person that would be me.
hmmmmmmmm. i miss this feeling
=/
and i'd rly prefer if you keep to your side of the line.
best for the both of us =/
pls stop scaring me.
cos if this is as good as it gets, you dont want more..
call me when you find you.
sigh
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